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todae had off. cos no mood to work and i woke up dam late. ytd nite internet had prob. so didnt update.

Tuesday

Was xuewei bdae todae. and i rmb. so decided to msg her to wish her. and didnt contact her vry long le. chat wit her for few hours. was vry happy.

during work. it was okay. customer come and go. quite sian. time pass by slowly.. at evening. it rain big. somehow. my mood was destroy. duno y.

aft tat. saw hui yun. hais. she was with a guy. we use to work in bengawan solo. while i was a promoter. not inside de za bor. i duno y. i sort of lyk her. and during the last few daes of my job. i jio her. then she went mia from me. hais. it break my heart.

wen i saw her. somehow. broke down lyk tat. keep smoke. and aiya. a diff person le. my manager keptt ask wad happen. she was worried. i even went inside the rain. did not drench myself too much. abit wet only. hais.

and one of my bro de prob. i hope he will change ba. i trusted him and.. aft finding out the truth. hais. nvm..

then still got fuck up customer ytd. i couldnt do anyting man. im not in the position to say anyting. i feel really du lan.

and i found someting. maybe im not right ba. hmm dun say it firs. cos. its not good.

wanted to go somewhere aft work. but my manager sprain her leg during work. accompany and help her home. went out awile at late nite. hais. hoping to cure my mood. didnt slp the whole nite. only reach morning le then slp. so tat y did not work.

Wednesdae

stayed at home the whole dae. mood somehow was better.actually plan to cut hair on my off dae but was quite lazy. so nv cut. maybe next week.

watch evan almighty. long tym haven watch since my mum bf downloaded it. watchh rogue assasin and resident evil:extinction again. played cs. hais. jus passing tym. somehow i was not even tired.

hmm tml manager mc. so only left me and maybe one person. hais. i cant late tml le. really hav to stop.. hope i will be better tml ba. blog again!

i really hope to hav a peaceful life somewhere near the sea with no prob and pain. a house on the beach. so tat i can listen to the waves and enjoy the beautiful scenery there.

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